Lyrics again...

One day I woke up,
I woke up knowing today is the day I will die
Cashdogg was barking,
Went to the park and enjoyed it one last time

I called my mother, told her I loved her
and begged her not to cry

Wrote a letter that said I'd miss her
and I signed that Goodbye...

You know the happiest day of my life,
I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight?
It sets in but its alright
Darkness falls, I'm letting go
All alone but I feel fine

We took a drive and we drove thru D.C.
to see the places we lived
Long conversations, we talked of old friends
and all the things that we did
Summer nights, drunken fights
Mistakes we made, did we live it right?

You know the happiest day of my life,
I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight?
It sets in but its alright
Darkness falls, I'm letting go
All alone but I feel just fine...

You know the happiest day of my life,
I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die

Can you feel the cold tonight? It sets in but its alright
Darkness falls, I'm letting go
All alone but I feel just fine

Did I live it right? I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right...

Some Lyrics....















I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you...
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you...
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Et voilà ma future famille d'accueil !! De droite à gauche : Chris, Thomas, Angie et Anna Wall.
J'ai trop hâte de partir !!!!!!

This is my great great friend Mayssoun... isn't she so sweeeet on that photo ???? This is the two of us at the LCE anglais 3 end of the year party at the Cardinal in Chambéry... great night, could've been even better if Mr Gabilan hadn't decided to come... I thought that June was the last time I was seeing him... well, i'll have to cop with the fact I'll see him again at the second session of exams in september..poor me !

Mayssoun dans toute sa splendeur !!!!!
je me venge de la publication d'une certaine photo sur le blog msn de Mayssoun... mais ce n'est pas une raison pour aller voir bande de petits curieux ! en + si elle dit vrai Mayssoun a retiré cette photo depuis... Mais la vengeance est un plat qui se mange froid, donc voila cadeau Mayssoun !! lol allez promis je la retirerais... un jour !
Bizzzoooo Mayssoun et en + tu es super en maillot de bain !

let it go, let it go bla bla bla

Last chance for him today : if he doesn't come, it's over, so hey I'm just praying he knows what he's doing if he just dares cancelling the date at the last minute as he always does... hey babe, I might be in love, but I'm not so stupid, so mind what you do, because yesterday might be the last time you heard of me !!
and a special message for all people who are in love : just don't let yourself go, be strong and dare say what you think, you cannot just accept everything from your boy/girl friend, there's limits which cannot definitely be crossed...

Why do I always find myself in such situations ?

last day i realised i was chatting too much... I talk to people i don't even know about me, my life etc... why this need to always share everything even with complete strangers ? sometimes i just felt there were positive vibrations with someone, but unfortunately the person in front of me's not always feeling the same...
and something even more pessimistic : i'm going out with someone with whom I definitely don't feel good vibrations and the will to talk.. To sum up : sometimes we're just facing each other with nothing at all to say, or at least just casualties.
so what's my problem ??

Lyrics

Hey everybody,
These are some lyrics from a song I love, in fact I think these lyrics are a good summary of my current feelings, so I wanted to share them with you.

Today's the day of my sister's birthday and all my family's here... It could be a good day if they weren't all acting like kinda hypocrits with me. Yes, I did not pass my exams, but hey, that's not the end of the world, wake up you all !! there's so much more important things in my life than those bloody exams that I just don't care, but they have hurt my feelings by not even raking news of me when they knew I didn't pass, I just haven't been hearing of them since more than a month, now they are all here at my home, with their sweet hypocrit smile, behaving as if nothing had happened... But I haven't forgotten what they did when they knew, that is, ignoring me and concentrating on my sister who passed her exams, as if you had to succeed in this family if you want love and attention... My sister never got their attention before and it made me feel sad for her because she knew it, they were concentrated on me only, and now I failed, end of the story, I don't exist anymore...


A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
why d'you lie
When I know that you hurt inside?
And why'd you say

It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line
And why'd you say

It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

For you Mayssoun !

Mayssoun, you dared writing on your first page that I always looked great in photos and you like a freak... I'm bringing here some correction to your mistake : you are the one to look great in photos !! See that photo , and don't dare again saying I do look great on photos !! You should notice what sacrifice I'm making in order to make you understand you're wrong : I put a photo of me on internet where I'm horrible !! Big kisses to all